Taking a break from work to say.....Fuck men! lol no I'm not like that but I should be I've had the worst experience with men yet I stil cant be the bitter woman...I move on quickly and easily (well except for that one guy who broke my heart trampled on it, banged another woman on it...you get the point) but even Im still cordial with him. I guess I dont put men on a high pedestal so When they arent what I expected it doesnt hurt as much.
My aunt calls me the black widow...Im still not sure why, It's not like Im one of those girls that knows how to snag any guy she wants just to use him for what she cant get on her own. Im independent and I guess My dad has instilled some hard core values on what my prince charming should entail, and I just have not found him yet.
Im going through a very weird transition phase with a guy right now...I made some stupid decisions, got "caught up" and now I'm kinda lost in this situation...ahhhh...Its deeper then I'm letting on...I cry a lot, I'm not myself around him and I want to be able to grasp ME again ya know?
But you know what, I enjoy being alone and having fun with myself and my girls. My friend (a guy) was saying I need to date...its valuable in learning yourself and What kind of man you really want. Im gonna try dating but I've never been a good "dater" like every day of the weekend im out with a different guy??? I dont know....
Im soooo rambling on lol...sayin so much but not really saying anything so Im out
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