Im heading to the debauchery that is known as NBA All star weekend. It should be fun. I wish you could come hahhaha :)
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Friday, February 13, 2009
Monday, February 9, 2009
Music, Love and such
I have an undeniable love for musicians (no I'm not a groupie lol) I guess it's because I look at music as a language, and being able to speak it to me is the most romantic, most beautiful, insanely sexy gift ever. I was at a concert a few weeks ago.... this artist packed the small bar from wall to wall...but when he sang, it was like I was the only person in the room..like his lyrics were speaking directly to me...And as I looked around I got the impression every other person in that room (male and female) felt the exact same way.. but thats what music does, it makes polar opposittes, people that have never even met find common ground and relate to one another..... So what is there NOT to love about a musician? yeah I've come to the conclusion I will marry one lol.
On a serious relationship note though, I initially was planning to respond to my boy Ryan's blog entitled "If your so wonderful and attractive then why are you single?"lol..To get inspired I turned on some music which happened to be the previously mentioned artist who was speaking to me and only me :) Who also made me cry right on the spot (no singer has done that since I was three listening to Michael Jackson live and in person!) Ahhh there I go getting off subject again...hmmmm, maybe I have a mild crush on this guy, he does make me smile ear to ear even when not on stage! lol
wait wait wait...back to task at hand wonderful yet single? ummm...hey, heres the thing, I've been in relationships, but to be honest every man I've been with cannot handle my career, cannot handle my goals and when it comes down to it, he just cant handle me. I dont even know what I want in my perfect man, I'm still growing, still learning about myself and very focused so I've decided to stop looking, when I look I end up in terrible situations that aren't the easiest to get out of. I'm so ready to love Lauren...I've never given myself the chance to learn and love me wholely...and I do believe I cant give others what I haven't even given myself. I do understand how dating is an important aspect to finding out what you truly need, want etc in a relationship so I wont shun dates away, but I will take them rather lightly and go with the flow. I do believe I deserve happiness and someone is out there for me, but I also believe we will find each other because we are destined, it will happen, no worries!
In the meantime I will continue to enjoy life, my career and friends...and of course... go to every show my "musician" is holding! haha ;)
On a serious relationship note though, I initially was planning to respond to my boy Ryan's blog entitled "If your so wonderful and attractive then why are you single?"lol..To get inspired I turned on some music which happened to be the previously mentioned artist who was speaking to me and only me :) Who also made me cry right on the spot (no singer has done that since I was three listening to Michael Jackson live and in person!) Ahhh there I go getting off subject again...hmmmm, maybe I have a mild crush on this guy, he does make me smile ear to ear even when not on stage! lol
wait wait wait...back to task at hand wonderful yet single? ummm...hey, heres the thing, I've been in relationships, but to be honest every man I've been with cannot handle my career, cannot handle my goals and when it comes down to it, he just cant handle me. I dont even know what I want in my perfect man, I'm still growing, still learning about myself and very focused so I've decided to stop looking, when I look I end up in terrible situations that aren't the easiest to get out of. I'm so ready to love Lauren...I've never given myself the chance to learn and love me wholely...and I do believe I cant give others what I haven't even given myself. I do understand how dating is an important aspect to finding out what you truly need, want etc in a relationship so I wont shun dates away, but I will take them rather lightly and go with the flow. I do believe I deserve happiness and someone is out there for me, but I also believe we will find each other because we are destined, it will happen, no worries!
In the meantime I will continue to enjoy life, my career and friends...and of course... go to every show my "musician" is holding! haha ;)
Thursday, February 5, 2009
I KNOW better
I promise I do, lol
Detroit was...Detroit. Lots of family time, of course I realized why I left but also how unique this town truly is..nothing like it.
On my way to another locale tomorrow..visiting friends and "potentials" haha. I wont be making the mistake I made tonight though..sometimes its best to just let go, even if its only a friendship...I think I've known that all along, its like what am I holding on to? what can I benefit from this? absolutely nothing and Im sure whoever's reading this is now going "what the heck is she talking about?" lol...
Detroit was...Detroit. Lots of family time, of course I realized why I left but also how unique this town truly is..nothing like it.
On my way to another locale tomorrow..visiting friends and "potentials" haha. I wont be making the mistake I made tonight though..sometimes its best to just let go, even if its only a friendship...I think I've known that all along, its like what am I holding on to? what can I benefit from this? absolutely nothing and Im sure whoever's reading this is now going "what the heck is she talking about?" lol...
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