California Dreams...

My mind has been getting cloudier and cloudier lately, I believe its from holding all my thoughts and emotions in...gettin kinda crowded up there so I have to release...why not do it on the infamous blogger.com. Im keeping this open to the public because In a way I AM an open book.

Remember xanga? (random) I met one of my bff on there, so Im definitely a fan of public blogging.

IM IN LA TRICK

Living the dream...you know, cheese sandwiches and sugar water but I can see the HOLLYWOOD sign from my window and that is all that matters right now.

I've been in La a little under 2 months now and It's been the realest yet most surreal experience of my life. I feel like everything I've gone through(good and bad) was all to prepare me for this very chapter of my life.

When I pulled up to my apt the first day here I was so excited, not scared at all which scared me, if that makes sense..I have always been atleast a bit hesitant about big decisions but this one? Just seemed right. So anyway, I've snagged an awesome job with MTV, not hosting but casting which can lead to the ultimate goal ya know! Ive gone to an amazing Hosting bootcamp with Marki Costello, I've auditioned for two soaps, I've been on The Game (cw) and CSI:NY...And Im really really excited to wake up everyday in sunny weather! :) Im so grateful and happy to have brought in the New Year in this town.

We'll talk about the more personal aspect of things at a later date lol